第十九章英语音频（239字）

Chapter 19：Waiting and Doubts

After spending a few days at the mansion, I began to feel more comfortable.
Mr. Rochester’s care made me feel welcomed.
Our relationship gradually became closer.

I learned more about Mr. Rochester; he was a complex and profound person.
He had gone through many hardships and pains.
These stories made me feel more sympathy for him.

We began to communicate more frequently, sharing our feelings and thoughts.
Each conversation helped me understand him more.
I felt my feelings for him growing deeper.

One evening, Mr. Rochester told me that he would be leaving for a while.
I felt deeply saddened and reluctant to part.
I never thought I would become so dependent on him.

In the days after Mr. Rochester left, I felt extremely lonely.
I began to wonder if I had become too dependent on him.
However, I knew I couldn’t control these feelings.

His departure made me realize that I had special feelings for him.
I began to look forward to his return, hoping he would come back soon.
My heart was filled with waiting and hope.

A few weeks later, Mr. Rochester finally returned to the mansion.
His return filled me with immense joy.
We resumed our frequent conversations once again.

Nevertheless, I still felt there was a certain distance between us.
He seemed not to be completely open with me.
I began to have more doubts about his secrets.